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Name: nicole
Birthday: 7/7/1900
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Sunday, April 09, 2006

Currently Watching
Lion King
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yeah so this whole life upside down thing is starting to grow on me. whatever im starting to look up, as kim says im being attacked at my weakest moment or as i think im being attacked when my faith is running low. but dudes dont worry i  made at trip to "shell  station" and im back to a full tank. the way i see it now is i can fight what i can fight and take the lost or win, if i lose then hey its only one year till i can say " dudes my life now either accept my decission or butt out" and if i actually win then hey aconamatatta or however you spell it ( watching loin king so yeah). anyways im just going to do what it takes right now to get back to where i need  to be and im also going to try and take a break and weight my options and see i can mend the bridges with my mother.


Thursday, March 23, 2006

more peoms

JUST ANOTHER DITCH

as i look around, i slowly take another step

i check to see if they are sleeping

another night spent in cruel words and harsh voices

now its time to get away for awhile,......

pack up and just getting away for a little while

its just another ditch on this lonely road

 another scar place, another reopened

i find my quite place, i fall to the ground and cry out what is left in me

 how will i ever make it through this nightmare

i know i must go home now, so i get up

just another ditch on this dark lonely road

but theres a hope in the darkness,somehow i know im going to make it

i find the faith and hope i have cried for

i open the door and still  wonder how i ever made it

He must be as faithfull as they told me

just another ditch  but  the last ditch i face alone

 

FIRST TIME DRIVER
another bump i hit , and i swerve to keep control

like a first time driver i keep falling in ditches and pot holes

how many more will i hit

will the last one make me or break me

i know i need to trun the wheel over to another

i need to slide over and let someone else take control

everytime i start, something  comes at me and i move back into the driver seat

but over and over i can't keep from falling into the ditch

now i decide  ... this is the last ditch i try to get out of by myself

like last time i need to learn to let my Father take the key

So here i am again Father , please take them , help me ...

take control of the whell , i have finally learned i cant drive alone anymore

 


Tuesday, March 14, 2006

texas NINE
Current mood: crazy

dude texas nine needs to get to gether i totaly miss my sisters , dude im having some kind of separation disorder from this

thing i have learned  froim texas nine
1 coach susan should never handle first aide moments :she put the wrong oinment on.

2 becky is toooooo much of a sweet and innocent
  (soon will be change)

3 court has the most corrny jokes

4 jen can suck down a freebrids borito better than anyone

5 spunkster cant play as weel as she thought when highly medicated on codine

 6 mac kinzy is a bed hog

7 jen, court and spunk all snore

8 coach ray isnt the perttiest thing to wake up to , neither is jens foot in your face

9 well equal one big loving disfunctional faimly


Saturday, March 11, 2006

wow its been a while......so yeah

my life has been truned up side down, i dont know whats happen this year. it just seems like everythin thatcanm go wrong is going wrong.i have to say this has been one of the most emotional year, strating from like november everything has been on a roller coaster, from a high of being baptized to a low of my parents spilting. i just dont know what to do , i was so happy at finding my faith and getting back to now where i feel it sliping once again. i am happy though i have this one week to step away from the caos, and just get my thoughts in order. for thoes of yall who still check xanga , man just pray for me , cause i feel like i really need it right now

spunkster


Monday, February 27, 2006

a reallt good quoat that fits my mood

the most hurtful lies , are the unknow truthes



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